The E Cigarette

 Today I returned to an old Habit ,

6 years I've been smoke free , today I brought myself a e cigarette , and I want to explain why .

De-stressing , I have been undergoing a lot of stress lately trying to find a Job in UK, exams in university , dealing with marriage, and dealing with other personal health issues .

Its just been too much and I remember the rush and de stress of blowing in and out that cigarettes gave me .

Stress is something that’s difficult to deal with I sometimes just want to smash a chair against the wall , or hit someone who's annoying me .

I want that people I work with a long time and go over and beyond for them when they have a conference to think of me and not pay flights and hotels for someone who goes seemingly and takes your spot.

Recently someone asked in a party to share something I never tell and my answer was the feeling that i give to everyone but don’t get in return , the feeling that i give 24/7 to everyone but when I need something I’m alone , the fact I feel that people abuse my kindness and goodness for their own personal goal .

The truth I’m an workaholic when I’m working on something I work until I get a solution but whatever happens I take a lesson I heard while working in ITV , we had this day once a month called the Big Think , different lecturers via satellite hook-ups will speak to the staff , it was obligatory to attend 1 speech which one your choice , I choose a speech by Ariana Huffington due to my admiration to her and her craft .

She said to us she worked day after day until she collapsed and doctors told her she has to take a day off , she said her work improved once she took a day off every week .

Therefore I always take time and effort to de stress in order to change my effect of work for the better and hope that one day I can earn as much and become successful enough that my stress disappears and then I can stop smoking again.

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